atm i like marg a lot they were saying we should stick together and we shared info on the hotel layout and things like that. the next two might be easy as well with those two self voters. but yeah got all the introductions done with and then it was basically time for council which I wasn't super worried about cause it was seeming like danny hadn't talked to anyone and then danny came into team chat and was like yeah vote me i haven't talked to anyone. meeting everyone was fun! got the chance to at least say hi to most ppl, sorry danny. Hi everyone <3 my first confessional, exciting stuff oo. I don't want to wake up yet i want to save him. The sound of September is drowned out by the feeling of time to rest your weary head clouding my senses. I ask will you hold my hand and he takes it. We stare at each other for a bit and it feels like we've been talking for hours. He walked over to my end of the bed and sat by my waist. Go to sleep he said, but i wouldn't budge. He asked why, implying why i would want that knowing he's the demon, and i said bc he's hot. He asked why i asked, and i answered it was because nothing changed and i still wanted to go out with him.
The info automatically popped in my head: he was called the necromancer.
He said yes even though I was hoping more that he'd say no. I ask if he knew I wanted to ask him out when he passed me as he went to pick ben up from inside the school. He is admitted through sisc's electronic gate. He asks what time my classes started and i realize oh yeah I've been waiting out here a bit alone for a class I'm not sure I'm having. His elbow brushes past mine and we lock eyes. I laugh bc I'm having a good time with the crowd and i unknowingly proved a point to bea that you can turn embarrassing stories into good and still be in good company. I look back at him and see he's staring right back at me with kind eyes and a wondering smile on his face. I didn't say it out loud, but thoughts of ben's uncle being attractive bc he was thoughtful, funny, kind and attentive were flooding my head. I just said yeah he's hot! The crowd ate it up as i was pretending to be all the rage, making my story funnier and being more loose and confident with the way i moved. I looked back at the crowd and saw their eyes light up. But i slipped with the fact that i wanted to ask ben's uncle out. I mindlessly started with my story about forgetting my shoes that morning and it was embarrassing. I saw ben's uncle's back from afar as he was rummaging through the back seat. I giggled to myself while she was talking about something i wasn't listening to. The people seemed like they didn't like listening either but they were bored and liked being in the crowd. They seemed like they just wanted people to listen and sympathize but it felt like a clout thing. They were annoying but i had nothing against then so i just stayed behind the crowd and listened. It seemed more like a pun that made sense in my dream. Bea v has a twin and draws in a small crowd of people as she loudly rants about her time at school, some story about being teased and embarrassed as she was called Bea Duh and V_. It's nearly evening and i see ben's uncle's car roll around nearby but dismiss it.
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